Oct 11th

THE DAY AFTER

If you are a person that does not deal with nausea well then one of the scariest things to read and hear about are the effects that Chemo Meds can have on one person. '

I am one that does not deal with nausea well so it is my plan to sleep it away if it hits, and of course to make sure that I take what I am supposed to take to ward it off. Oh the line up of pills on the table is overwhelming, this one 3 in the morning for five days, this one nausea for every eight hours first three days, this one 2 for nausea every six hours when needed , this one for kidney every night, this one for nausea and insomnia every night if needed........was that one two or one. 

Don't worry I wrote it all down..............and I think I got it right the first time, but my trusty Mommy is double checking me and keeping an eye on me. She was waiting for us when we got home yesterday and spent the night so I would not have to be alone :) Yup that is right Ed was with me all day and then had to work through part of the night Poor Guy!!!

And so this morning we are reviewing organizing, and assessing my actual symptoms. Not really tired, little heart-burny but not too nauseous.

But the most amazing part..............I don't hurt! 

WHAT?!!

NOPE NOTHING!

oh and the bump on my forehead down...........the one that was like an egg near my temple.......down.

TEARS.... too good to be true......?

4pm we went back to the Center or my cell booster shot. Then light shopping, then home again.

Been a long time but I do remember what it was like to not hurt, to do what I want on my terms and oh how I have missed it. I don't want to go back, but I have to remind myself that this is not over, this is only round 1. 

The plan for now is 6 rounds, PET scan after round 3 to see where we are. That sounds like a long way away........

~David Guetta~

"Titanium"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JRfuAukYTKg