Oct 12th

Recoup Day 

And so the day is spent in a clumsy fury of doing things all because I don't hurt, a little organizing, cleaning, baking, cooking, and in the evening work stuff, that is right school visit schedules.

I can do them :)

There is a wedding happening today, but in my fear of not knowing how I would feel, I am home *sigh I am sure it is beautiful and they are in my thoughts. So today cancer guided my day, but did not take the whole day, that is still a win in my score book.

Cheri 1
Chemo 0

Oct 13th

Visit Day

Ok so the non-pain run is done.

Now I remember this too, the sore ache of ugh!! Oh come on we knew it would happen, we hoped it wouldn't be we kinda guessed it would return.

Bumps are still down though :)

So today finds me ready to receive guests. I have said it before, but now as they come through the door I am again reminded that I am blessed to have such amazing people in my life. Friendships that go back years, family that will drop everything to be here in a heart beat. Miles, distance, time, none of it matters. I know this, it should not be so overwhelming to feel sooooo supported and loved.

And yet I am overwhelmed.

Oct 14th

Yup still hurting and woke with a headache :( but that is ok another day closing in on the 21 day spread. 

Focus on the finish, but remember to live everyday.

So today I will stop the car and take that picture, if I choose to. I am not going to wait until I have more time or feel better. Eddie will just have to be late for football if that is what it takes.

THERE IT IS!!!

I apologize to him that he is going to be late but he just says "it's ok Mom........do you want to go out to get it??"

"Nah just roll your window down."

~One Repubic~

"Say (all I need)"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GRSZpV6WIuU