Thursday, June 12, 2014

MAY 2014
MOTHERS DAY



Finally the month is here of my run. Been working hard lost a total of 5 lbs since chemo ended, not as much as I would have liked, but what can you do? Working on my strength. Have tried some Pilates and love it.
 They have changed the location for a second time, we will now be going to Amesbury. Still excited......still worried about the rope wall that has now been added. Oh did I forget to mention with the change of locations, came a change in obstacles?

Along with all this prep I have noticed that the rainy days (because of course Spring still has not shown up) and I notice that the cooler damp weather is making me super achy. Makes sense I guess as the cancer was in and on my bones. I guess the bad weather is going to make them hurt, just as if they had been broken. Well I guess in a way they were.

Mothers Day!! We are in the car on the way to Mama's.......then I feel my head and boy is it tender. Holy crap was that a bump?

S-H-I-T!!

First the sore bones, now tender scalp and possible bump!

I remember this.

 NO

Trying to keep it together. I had a clear scan and although I know there is a strong possibility it will come back, a part of me was hoping that I would be the exception and be the one to  not to see it again.

Looking out the window, rubbing my head. Hubby is driving.

Maybe I am just being paranoid.

If I keep rubbing this spot, I will make a bump myself for sure!!!

10 more days to Maintenance treatment number 2.
Is 10 days too long of a wait to mention these findings?
Or is waiting it out best incase I am just being paranoid.

By the end of the day I will have told only Hubby. We have decided to wait it out. I have a race to prep for.

10 days is soon enough.....

Christina Perri

"Sea of Lovers"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XWTQCqEP9UM&feature=kp








REFLECTIONS
March 31 2014


And so this weekend was another busy one. Finally able to start doing things again. Helping Hubby take all the tires off my car to check the brakes. In the glove compartment I find 2 prescription bottles of muscle relaxers from 2012. 

Shaking head, small smile.

Was never my muscles.........

11 days since I was told "No signs of Lymphoma". Yeah my ears heard it, but my brain is having a hard time embracing it. 

Christina Perri
"Burning Gold" 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2u40rzIbn6g