Oct 8th 

DATING ANNIVERSARY

(another plant in case of memory loss 27 years with the man I love. Wedding Anniversary is in November just so you know)

So yeah these are just the ordinary days on the wait for Chemo, went to work again to prepare, I seem to have lost a whole schedule I did yesterday altogether. So ok I will do it again.............totally wrong. Good grief, chemo brain and I have not even started yet.

Shall I confess how many times I had to do and redo that schedule? I shan't
.......but I will say I did not finish it alone!

Let's just say that my attempt to schedule the up coming weeks will be coming with a disclaimer "please be sure to check times, visiting groups, staff, etc. I cannot guarantee that any of it is right"

Ok I think I won't need the disclaimer I think I just need to get started, through the first one and on my way. Peace of mind I am sure will make the everything else a little easier again.

Had a surprise visit from that amazing guy I know. Flowers and a coffee, delivered in person to my work. He NEVER does that!! I feel dumb though. I had been watching the date, wanted to start my chemo today, because I got him on this day and that turned out well...........and in all the hub bub and pre chemo brain.............I forgot the date!!

To top off my oddly wonderful day. A visit from friends. Some bonds just never get broken! It is a wonderful treat. For right then in those hours I don't have Chemo in two days, I have chocolate, laughter and updates what more could a girl ask for?

Then the house gets quiet, time to check messages. (yes I am quite the cyber nerd, Facebook, e-mail work, home, fire dept, flickr, photo-club, blog). It is the work one I am interested in and sure enough my update is waiting there for me from the friend.

Node has micro amount of cancer cells....SHIT!!

That means echo cardiogram, port surgery, chemo and radiation for her as well..............................*sigh


~Jonas Brothers~
"A Little Bit Longer"


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